I’m sitting in the Port Au Prince Airport smiling through
the tears as I ask myself where has the time gone? I can’t believe it’s already
July 18th, time for me to head back to D-Town. It was a bittersweet
goodbye this morning, because I have a lot to look forward to with two trips
coming up and an incredible job starting in August, but I feel like I could
stay in Haiti forever. I have never felt so alive and so close to the Lord as I
do now. My prayer going forward is that I can come back to Dallas and hold on
to the lessons that I learned while I was in Haiti.
As I said goodbye to the 11 girls at House of Hope, Jessi,
Nadege, Arnold, Madame Sterling, Mathane, Max, Jean Goody and Matt…. I can’t
help but feel like I have my own little family in Haiti and honestly can’t wait
to go back and see them again! Up until today, my trip has been lots of laughing; the
kind of laughing that brings tears to your eyes, pains in your stomach and
other side effects that I will not go into. The belly laughs of the girls from
House of Hope are something I don’t think I will ever forget…. just a God is
good, life is good kind of laugh.
So many lessons and different experiences, here are some
that I hope to keep with me forever:
·
Pray often… everyday, every moment turn to the
Lord for guidance. The Haitians praise the Lord for each day, give thanks for
what they have and trust their everything to the Lord. In America it’s easy to
get caught up in the “stuff” and keeping busy that we forget to put things into
perspective!
·
Laugh often… every day! Find joy in the little
things of life!
·
Relax…. It’s ok if we say we’ll leave at 8:00,
but we don’t leave until 10:00, it’s ok to make a wrong turn, getting lost is
part of the adventure, and it’s ok if things don’t go quite as plan, it’ll
happen eventually!
As I sit in the air conditioning, here are some other
thoughts going through my head:
·
I will not miss spaghetti for breakfast, peanut
butter sandwiches for lunch and rice and beans for dinner… but I will miss the
people that I shared my meals with!
·
I will not miss crawling up to the top bunk and
getting under my mosquito net, but I will miss my amazing roommate who slept in
the bunk underneath me.
·
I will not miss waking up at the crack of dawn,
but I will miss my Haitian alarm clock of roosters crowing, children singing
and the hustle and bustle of the compound.
·
I will not miss not being able to speak with
many of the children, but I will miss communicating with them through laughing,
dancing and playing.
·
I will not miss the rocky, unpaved roads but I
will miss all of the places these roads lead me to... House of Hope,
Repatriote, Cite Soleil, and any of the adventures I went on.
·
I will not miss the random power outages, but I
will miss the sunsets, lightening, and star filled skies that are enjoyed best
by the loss of lights and power.
·
I will not miss the heat and the no AC, but I
will miss the shock of the cold showers that nearly takes my breath away and
the only thing I can do is laugh.
·
I WILL NOT MISS ANYTHING ABOUT THE BATHROOM
SITUATION!
So with that, my time in Haiti comes to an end, but the
adventure is just getting started. Looking back at the moments I doubted if I
should even go to Haiti, I can’t help but laugh and smile at the crazy things
the Lord has in store for me… when I doubted this plan most, I rested in
knowing that He put this on my heart and has planted in me a desire to continue
helping, serving and working with the Haitians however He can use me! There are
about a million people I need to thank right now… the Lord obviously for giving
me this amazing opportunity to spend my time in Haiti, my amazing family for
supporting me on this adventure, my friends who gave me the courage to go
through with this, HPPC-my young adults group and all the leaders who went out
of their way to get me here and for everyone who supported me prayerfully and
financially. I am happy to report that with the money I raised, I will be able
to give $500 of it to House of Hope and $500 of it to the 4 HOM schools.
I have included a few
pictures of my last days in Haiti… hope you enjoy! America, see you in a few
short hours!